C. D. Barnes (Dave), December, 2005 |
This is the
story of my continuing encounter with Cancer. See below for recent updates.
I had an insurance
physical in October of 2004 at the age of 60. The blood work revealed an
elevated PSA, and my doctor immediately referred me for both a prostate checkup
and a colonoscopy.
The next 60 days were a very dark time. During a prostate exam, the urologist
discovered a tumor in my rectum. I then had positive prostate and colorectal
biopsies and an unsuccessful surgery on January 13, 2005 (the tumor was too
deeply involved to be removed by the type of surgery being performed). I was
told by the surgeon and his urological partner that I should have both my
rectum and my prostate removed. This procedure would leave me with a permanent
ostomy. My personal physician, Dr. Frank Kane recommended that we seek a second
opinion.
Subsequently, I was referred to Dr. Ephraim Casper, a Medical Oncologist
specializing in gastro-intestinal cancers at Memorial Sloan Kettering Cancer
Center in Denville, NJ. The day I walked into his office things began to turn
around. He sat with my wife, Linda, and I for at least an hour, exploring my
case history and explaining possible treatments. His first gift was to let us
know that he was confident that both cancers were treatable, giving us real
hope for the first time in two very dark months. He suggested I see Dr. W.
Douglas Wong at MSKCC Manhattan, for a consultation and an Endorectal
Ultrasound (ERUS). Dr. Wong's ERUS reading stated that my tumor was T3 and the
lymph nodes looked normal. I saw Urologist Dr. Bernard Bochner at MSKCC in
Manhattan. Dr.s Wong, Casper and Bochner recommended two months of radiation
and chemotherapy followed by surgery to remove the tumor and repair the rectum.
After surgery, there would be 4 more months of chemotherapy, followed by
brachytherapy for the prostate. They based their decision on both sound medical
data and on my age and life style. Dr. Casper stated that my cancer should not
affect my lifespan. I became committed to make that prognosis true.
I breezed through the first 6 weeks of radiation and chemo, but the last two
weeks caught up with me a bit. Dr. Wong performed the surgery at Memorial Sloan
Kettering Hospital in Manhattan on June 10, 2005. The results confirmed Dr.
Wong's initial ERUS. The tumor was T3 and Dr. Wong was confident that he had
removed all of the malignancy. The pathology report showed the lymph nodes were
normal. Make no mistake, a Low Anterior Resection with an ileostomy is major
invasive surgery. The post operative pain is significant, and it might be easy
to fall into a pit of despair if you do not enjoy the good fortune to have a
wonderful group of family and friends behind you. I owe so much to my wife,
Linda, our children, our extended family and so many wonderful friends who
would not let me have a moment to feel sorry for myself.
I went back in to MSKCC in Manhattan for reconstructive surgery on Dec. 9. Dr.
Wong reversed my ileostomy and removed the IV port. The surgery went very well
and I was released on Dec. 12 to recover at home. I can only reiterate my
positive experience at Sloan Kettering. The staff is very professional and
compassionate.
To me, the lessons are many: Be serious about your preventive medicine, be
aggressive with your cancer screening, especially if you have any family
history. Pay attention to your diet, explore anti-cancer foods and supplements
and research the foods you eat. Eliminate things that are high risk. If you are
diagnosed with cancer, rely on family and friends and let them be involved. It
helps everyone to help and be helped. Finally, if you are diagnosed with
cancer, get a second opinion from someone who has a real track record with your
disease before you submit to any treatment or surgery. If you have any doubt
about a prognosis or treatment protocol, resolve it first because your own
confidence is as important to your recovery as the treatment itself.
Finally, to all you wonderful family, friends and incredible professionals at
Sloan Kettering who channeled so much love and support during the most
difficult times, my sincere gratitude. It is love like yours that makes life
worth living.
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1-23-2011 - With sincere apologies for the lateness of this update, here is the latest on my status.
First, I am deeply saddened to report that Dr. W. D. Wong has stopped seeing patients due to ill health. He is a wonderful man, and provided amazing skills and leadership in the handling of my case from the beginning until his recent illness. Please include him and his family in your thoughts and prayers.
A new lesion on my left lung was detected in Jan 2010. It was metastasis from the original colon cancer. I think it is important to note that
after this new lesion appeared, I started a new regimen of exercise
and diet discipline. I have made a strong effort to follow Dr. David Servan-Schreiber's recommendation of at least 70% organic foods, and limit red meat to 11 oz./week. I also eliminated almost all sugars and fats, and do not consume any sodas or sweetened beverages. After three months of this diet, I had lost about 20 pounds. I did not feel at all deprived. As you will see, this may have had a lot to do with the positive outcome of my surgery in Sept. 2010. (See http://www.anticancerbook.com/rules.html).
A CT scan in Jan 2010 revealed a small (1.2cm) new
lesion in the upper lobe of my left lung. We watched it for a few months and when it
had doubled in size (2cm) by June, we sheduled surgery for Sept. 2. Dr. Downey, told me the cancer appeared aggressive and it was likely that he would have to remove the entire
upper lobe, which would be between 20 and 25 percent of my lung capacity. I will keep the following brief.
In short, the surgery went
extremely well. Dr. Downey said the surgical team cheered when the lesion appeared on the scope because it was well isolated on the anterior portion of the lobe. Thus, Dr. Downey was able to save half
of the upper lobe. The surgery took about 2.5 hours, and I remember
waking up and not feeling too bad at all. No one can say for sure that my diet change had anything to do with the fact that the tumor appeared to have weakened, but I am sure glad that it did.
The next morning I woke early and walked a mile (14 laps of the 6th floor).
Dr. Downey had to chase me down in the hall to discuss the status. He felt I would be able to go home the next day. I thought that was great and woke up Sat. AM anxious to get out of there. However, a final x-ray
revealed a bubble in the chest cavity, so they had to insert a chest tube to deflate the bubble. The procedure did not go well, and the lung collapsed. This painful setback kept me in the hospital for 3 more days.
As far as exercise is concerned, I think a vigorous schedule was very beneficial. Prior to the surgery, my measured lung capacity was a bit over 4000ml. The norm for a male my age is 2800ml. After the surgery it took a few days for me to get to 3000ml, but as of today I am back to 4000ml. I think that playing racquetball for 4-6 hours per week has a lot to do with maintaining a high level of lung capacity. I also work out at home at least 3 days per week, trying to burn 1200 to 1800 calories in those 3 workouts.
My last check up in November revealed good blood work. I am scheduled for a CAT scan, blood work and a complete physical in February, and will post results here in March. I have also been using Caring Bridge to post updates. You can access this site at www.caringbridge.org/visit/davebarnes
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7-4-2009 - I had my follow up with Dr. Casper this week and his recommendation
is to continue on close monitoring for now because there is no sign of any
additional cancer at this time. He does not feel any chemotherapy is called
for. I am scheduled for a CAT scan in October. Meanwhile, as I hope you all
will be doing, I will concentrate on enjoying the summer and try to get in some
traveling among other things. I will update any changes here, and will also
update the Caringbridge site at www.caringbridge.org/visit/davebarnes.
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6-24-2009 - I could never say enough about the quality of care at Memorial
Sloan-Kettering. Everything related to the surgery went flawlessly. I reported
for admission at 5:30 AM on June 11. After signing in, we sat in a waiting room
on the 6th floor for about 5 minutes before a nurse came to take me into the
prep ward. I undressed and within 10 minutes another nurse came in to take vital
signs and set up an IV. They then brought Linda and Heather in to wait until
time to go to the OR. Another 15 minutes passed and the anesthesiologist came
in to put the epidural catheter in my spine. They gave me a light dose of
anesthetic and I vaguely remember him asking me to sit with my shoulders
forward. I do not remember much else except being wheeled into the OR. The next
memory is waking up in Recovery. I was pretty woozy and nauseated, but there
was nothing in my stomach, so I just had cramping and contractions for a few
minutes. I was in Recovery for about 2-3 hours and then moved to the room. I
tried to drink some ginger ale, but was still nauseated. I tried to eat a
liquid dinner, but I couldn't get much down because I was still nauseated. I think
the nausea was from the spinal anesthetic.
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The doctor had originally said 3-5 days, maybe 2 if everything was perfect. So
I was very pleasantly surprised Friday morning at 7:30 AM when the doctor came
in to examine me. I was sitting up, reading and he seemed a bit surprised.
There was a chest tube in between the 3rd and 4th rib, but there was very
little drainage and the doctor said to take it out, there was no need for it.
So out it came. He also removed the spinal catheter. After checking me, he said
there was no reason to stay, and he made the order to release me after 1 day!
By the time the paper work was done, it was after 2pm, but we were home by
about 4:30.
The pathologist took one look at the nodule and said it was colon cancer. That
was confirmed by testing, and that is very good news. If it had been new lung
cancer, the prognosis would not have been very good, and it would have required
additional surgery to remove the entire lobe of the lung. So, the outlook is
very good, PET, Bone, x-rays, and CAT scans could not find any additional
nodules, and the surgeon said he had explored both lungs and could not find any
abnormalities.
I had been warned of the post-surgical pain, and it was pretty uncomfortable.
The worst was sneezing, which was excruciating. I only sneezed 4 times in the
first 10 days, but I remember each one of them very well.
Next on the agenda are a visit to the city to see the surgeon on the 26th for
an x-ray and exam to make sure there is no leakage from the lung. I am sure
there is no problem there, I am able to do breathing and range of motion
exercises with no pain. Then I see Dr. Casper on the 30th to discuss the future
plan. I will update here after getting results from Dr. Casper
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5-25-2009 - I apologise for the tardiness of this update. I had a regularly
scheduled CAT scan on April 14, and a follow-up visit with Dr. Casper on April
21. Confident that this would be my last 6 month follow-up, I was a bit
disappointed to learn that the CAT scan revealed a new lesion on the upper lobe
of my right lung. Dr. Casper expressed a positive view based on my original
diagnosis and that almost 5 years have passed since my original diagnosis. He
ordered a bone scan and a biopsy. I had the bone scan at Saint Clare's in
Dover. The radiologist reported some abnormalities in my lumbar and cervical
spine, so Dr. Casper ordered a series of x-rays to be done during the biopsy.
The biopsy was done at Memorial Sloan-Kettering Hospital in Manhattan on May 5.
I saw Dr. Wong on May 10, and he gave me the report that the biopsy was
cancerous, and probably related to the original colon cancer. He referred me to
Dr. Downey, a thoracic surgeon, whom I met on May 14, and scheduled surgery for
June 11 to remove the lesion. The x-rays revealed arthritis, and a PET scan
showed no other areas of concern except the lesion. So, the surgery on June 11
will be done at MSKCC in Manhattan as a VATS assisted wedge resection, which will
remove the lesion and surrounding area. If the pathology report confirms the
biopsy as colon cancer related, that will conclude the procedure. However, if
the pathology report shows a new lung cancer, then Dr. Downey will go back in
to remove the entire upper right lobe. So, that is how things are. The
prognosis is good and I am working out to get into shape and maximize lung
capacity before the surgery. I will update here when I return from the
hospital, sometime during the week of June 15th.
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9-27-2008 - I had an examination with the medical oncologist this week and
blood work. The results are very encouraging. CEA dropped to 3.4 and PSA
dropped to 2.16 from a high last year of 2.54. The examination was very good
and Dr. Casper was happy with my physical condition. He recommends a CAT scan
and re-exam for March 2009. The normal interval for post treatment CAT Scans is
3 years, but since I have had 2 separate pelvic cancers, Dr. Casper does not
want to take any chances. I am scheduled to see Dr. Wong next week to examine
the colon surgery. So, best wishes to all of you who read these updates, and
please make that appointment for your own screening and avoid an experience
like mine over the past 4 years!
6-21-2008 - Apologies again for the late update. The CAT scan was
"unremarkable," which is medspeak for negative, which is good. I had
a PSA at MSK this week and the result shows a 20% decrease. That is good news
because the PSA had doubled twice since March of 2007. This is a relatively
common experience for people who have had brachytherapy. Generally, some
patients experience a spike in PSA between 19 and 24 months after the surgery.
So, this seems to be the case for me. I will return for a follow-up in
September.
Meanwhile, I am still a Patient Advisor at MSK and I have started working with
the Prostate Cancer Coalition of New Jersey. I was invited to be a delegate at
the LiveStrong Summit by the Lance Armstrong Foundation. The event will be from
July 25 to July 29 at Ohio State University in Columbus OH. This event will
focus on building organizations to advocate legislation, research, and patient
services throughout the US.
Please have a great and healthy summer!
3-15-2008 Sorry for the delay in posting here. I had a check-up with the
Medical Oncologist this week The physical exam and my condition are excellent.
However, the blood work was mixed. CEA, a tumor marker for colon cancer, is
improved; about a full point lower than last September. The PSA has increased a
bit, which prompts further testing. I will be having a CAT scan and a bone scan
within the next few weeks, and will post their results here as soon as I get
the reports.
11-1-2007 Wow! Time flies. So much has happened in the months since the last
update.
The first and most important is that my wife, Linda and our daughter, Kristie
both survived a very serious accident on Sept. 10. They were struck from behind
by an out of control Dodge Ram while stopped, off the roadway, on the Garden
State Parkway. Kristie was severely shaken up and had muscle strains and a
badly bruised clavicle. Linda was seriously injured. Her spleen was ruptured
and she had two emergency surgeries to stop internal bleeding. She was
hospitalized for 10 days and is now home. She is doing very well after a month
and a half of difficulty. She lost quite a bit of blood and part of the
struggle has been getting her blood chemistry back in balance. Thank God they
both escaped, the car was destroyed and it took emergency services over half an
hour to cut Linda out of the wreckage.
On the cancer front, the latest tests are all below thresholds of concern. One
blood factor (PSA) has been slowly trending upward, but seems to have leveled
off. This is a relatively common occurence with brachytherapy. We will check it
again in December.
Otherwise, our September Survivor Summit, a project of the Lance Armstrong
Foundation, was very successful, and we are looking forward to planning our
next event. Meanwhile, I remain active as a patient advisor at Memorial
Sloan-Kettering Hospital in Manhattan, and I continue to work with the Patient
Services Planning committee there, as well as the Post Treatment Resources
team.
The next update will be in December. Happy Holidays!
4-10-2007 A follow-up visit with Dr. Wong yesterday included a scope of the
surgery site. All looks fine. There is a surgical staple emerging, but that is
normal and should not be a problem. The healing from the reconstruction surgery
is very good, and I will not need another exam until October. The next
appointment with Dr. Casper is late August, so I have a spring and summer off!
I will be providing some updates on news involving Sloan Kettering activities
and the Lance Armstrong Foundation. You can check out our Cancer Advocacy Summit
meeting at www.canceradvocatescoalition.org. Feel free to register and attend
if you are interested, or refer the site to any cancer patient or their family.
3-5-2007 Just to update on the back pain and swelling. All blood work, xrays,
CAT and Bone Scan were negative. The pain started to diminish about a week ago,
and the swelling has reduced significantly. Although the source has not been
clearly identified, it seems to have been a torn oblique or intercostal muscle
in the lower right rib cage. So, all is well and I am back to full speed.
2-9-2007 Back in August of 2006, after being invited to the LiveStrong Summit I
decided to apply to become a patient advisor at Memorial Sloan Kettering
Hospital. Patient Advisors are referred to newly diagnosed patients or patients
facing surgery to help build their confidence and to relate to them first hand
experience in what they are going to be dealing with during treatment and post
treatment life. I contacted the director of Volunteer Services and had an interview
in September. The Patient to Patient program is very impressive, and very
strict in adhering to HIPA and MSK policy. MSK Hospital in Manhattan admits
more than 21,000 patients per year. There are approximately 50 patient advisors
in the program. I had a subsequent interview with the Social Worker who is
assigned to the Colo-Rectal service where I had my surgery. Subsequently, I
attended a certification class with nine other volunteers who are survivors of
various types of cancer. After that training session, I had blood work to
confirm my immunities to common communicable diseases, such as measles, chicken
pox, etc., and a TB test. The blood work came back indicating that my immunity
to measles is not sufficient, so I have to have an inoculation and then be
retested after 4 weeks.
Meanwhile, the Director of Volunteer Services called to let me know she would
like to recommend me to the MSK Strategic Planning Committee to help plan their
Patient Services through the year 2025. I think this committee work is very
consistent with the work I am doing with the Lance Armstrong Foundation and I
was happy to agree to be involved. I spoke with the Committee Chair this week
and will be involved in a conference call later this month with the entire
committee.
One little hiccup that has been the cause of some personal concern is a
steadily increasing pain and swelling in my lower right back and rib cage area.
I had a rather severe collision on the racquetball court late in November, and
after a couple of weeks, I noticed some lingering pain that ultimately
increased to the point I could not sleep. When I noticed swelling in the area,
I went to see my GP, who prescribed xrays, which turned out to be negative.
That led to a CT scan which came back normal as well. Blood work looked good,
which eliminates serious kidney or liver injury, and blood work during an
appointment with my medical oncologist pretty much ruled out any cancer related
issues. So, I saw a surgeon, who has ordered a bone scan to see, among other
things, if there might be a rib injury that did not show up on the xray. So, as
of today, I am waiting for the bone scan.
1-23-2007 Blood work and follow-up with Dr. Collini, the urologist went well.
PSA came down about 20% to 0.65. The follow-up with the medical oncologist was
moved to Jan. 31, so I will update again next week.
12-23-2006: A quick note on a December checkup. I saw Dr. Wong and he examined
and scoped the surgery site. All looks good. I also met with the Director of
the Patient to Patient advisory program at Sloan Kettering. I will be working
with the Social Workers at Sloan Kettering to counsel patients in the
Colo-Rectal Service. I have to attend a certification class in January. I am
looking forward to working with new patients and those on extended treatment
and Ostomy cases.
11-8-2006: This note is about the Lance Armstrong Foundation Summit that was
held on Oct. 27, 28 and 29. The LAF researched over 2000 cancer survivor
stories and invited 700 of us to participate in the Summit. I feel it was a
great honor to be included. This amazing meeting was focused on developing a
broad based program to support both cancer research and cancer patients, from
the newly diagnosed to those in treatment, recovery and maintenance. This event
was so well organized and both extremely inspiring and educational. Please
refer to www.laf.org for details, and look here for new information as it
develops. Lance Armstrong attended and opened every session, and his hands are
obvious in all the planning and execution. If you are interested in
contributing to a cancer charity, this is a wonderful place for your
investment.
Update 9-19-2006: Good feedback today from the radiation oncologist. He had the
CAT scan report from August, and the reading is very good; for both the chest
and abdominal view there is no metastatic disease, the implants, the surgery
site, liver, kidneys, etc., all look good. I will see the medical oncologist on
Friday, then have some time off until the next appointment in December with Dr.
Wong.
Update 9-7-2006: No medical news since last report. I will see the medical
oncologist and the radiation oncologist this month. The big news is that I have
been invited to be a delegate at the Lance Armstrong Foundation Summit meeting
on October 27-29 in Austin, TX. This is their first national meeting to set up
a Cancer Patient Survivor Program. I am looking forward to participating and
hope to see a strong organization come out of this effort. You can visit the
Foundation's web site at www.laf.org. They offer a wonderful resource for newly
diagnosed patients. It is the Survivor's Notebook. It is offered free of charge
except for a $7.00 charge for shipping, and I highly recommend it.
Update 8-11-2006: August blood work is good. CEA was .9, anything under 2.5 is
good. CAT scan was done Aug. 1, will get results in September when I see Dr.
Casper. I saw Dr. Wong this week and he scoped the surgery site. It looks good
:-). I will see Dr. Wong again in December.
Update 7-30-2006: After being appropriately reprimanded for not posting updates
here, I will try to make monthly updates from now on. The past two months have
been absorbed in coaching American Legion Baseball. Our team did well and made
it into the state tournament. We won our first two games, but lost the next
two. So, we didn't make the final eight, but we were close and the games were
very exciting. Medically, I had a checkup with the radiation oncologist. Things
look good. He would like the PSA to be lower than 1.0. It was 1.6 at the last
blood test. However, it is still well below the guidelines, and may be affected
by the surgery trauma and scar tissue. In any event, it is not a major concern
at the current level. Coming up in August are a checkup with Dr. Wong, more
blood work, and a CAT scan the second week of August. I will report the results
here, but may be delayed due to being out of town the last two weeks of August.
I hope you all enjoy the rest of the summer!
Update 6-7-2006: This week was my first post surgical colonoscopy. The gastroenterologist
was very complimentary regarding the surgery and reconstruction done by Dr.
Wong. The initial results were very positive, and he took a biopsy as a routine
measure for my condition. The results will be available in about a week.
Otherwise, things are very good. I played in a three day golf tournament last
weekend, and am coaching American Legion Baseball. We have four games a week,
so that is keeping me pretty busy. The shingles symptoms are completely gone
except for some slight scarring on my left chest, shoulder and back. I am
convinced that vigorous workouts minimize the negative affects of nerve damage
that can result from shingles. I have no post herpatic neuralgia.
Update 4-5-2006: Things have been improving steadily as far as recovery is
concerned. Dr. Wong thought it would take 3 months for recovery from the
December 9 surgery and that seems to be on track. The only serious setback so
far is a case of shingles that popped up as a sore throat on March 15 and
became a visible rash on my chest on March 19. Fortunately, I was able to get
into the doctor right away and was diagnosed and given anti-viral medication.
It took about 2 weeks for the rash to heal, and about 3 weeks for the pain to
subside. The next update will come after an exam by Dr. Wong on April 17.
Update 2-21-2006: Today was implant day and things went well. The worst was the
day before due to fasting and purging my digestive system. I was in the
hospital at 6:30, surgery at 7:30, in recovery by 9, followed by xrays and a CAT
scan and then out of there by noon. I have to have a catheter for 48 hours and
will be done with treatments after this one. I will be seeing the oncologist in
March for monitoring, and will let you know the results here. My deepest
gratitude to all of you for your support, kind words, and a few rather
pertinent hospital jokes. I couldn't have made it to here without you all.
Update 2-4-2006: I had the CAT scan yesterday and all went well (if you think a
couple of catheters being inserted is no big deal). Good news is that the PSA
test came back with a level of 1.06. The last CEA test came back
"undetectable". So, the prognosis continues to be very good. Still,
the message to all of you is to get your screening done early and avoid a
treatment protocol like mine, this experience has made for a very tough 15
months, including 5 surgeries. I would much rather have been playing golf!
Update 1-25-2006: Implant surgery is scheduled for Feb. 21. The implants are
about the size of a sesame seed. They will place between 40 and 80 seeds, which
will be determined after a CAT scan that will map the site. The seeds are
permanent, and have a half life of about 60 days. So they will be virtually
inert after 18 months.
Update 1-15-2006: I saw the radiation oncologist on Jan 13. He will meet with
Dr. Wong and Dr. Casper to discuss when is the best time to do the implant
process. If Dr.s agree with a February schedule, I will start the preparation
process three weeks before the implant surgery. So, there should be a date for
the procedure sometime this week after their consultation.
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Copyright ฉ 2006-9, Charles
D. Barnes
Revised: January 23, 2011