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Texas Slave Narrative

  Minerva Bendy & Edgar Bendy

Minerva Bendy   83, was born a slave to Lazarus Goolsby , Henry Co. Alabama, who brought her to Porns whom she was five. They settled near Weedville. where Minerva still lives."My earlies' 'membrance was do big. white sandy road what lead 'way from do house. It was clean and white and us chillun love to walk in do soft. hot sand. Dat in Henry County, Alabama. where I's born and ay old marster was Lesarns Goolsby and he have do big plantation with lots of nigger folks. I 'member jus' as good as yesterday wigglin' my toes in dat sandy road and runnin' 'way to do grits mill where dey grind do meal. Dat have de big water wheel dat sing and squeak as it go 'round."Annt Mary , she make all us little chillen asleep in de heat of do day under do big, spreadin' oak tree in do yard. My mamma have 17 chillen. Mar name Dellie and my daddy name Hord .I's jus' a little chile in den days and I stay in de house with do white folks. Dey raise me as part in do family. Misses Goolsby , she have two gals and day give me to do oldest. When she die day put her in do bed with her but iffen I knowed she dyin' dey wouldn't be able to cotch me. She rub my head and tell her papa and mama. 'I's gwine 'way but I wants you promise you ain't never whip my little nigger.' Dey never did."I's jus' 'bout five year old when us make de trip to Texas. Us come right near Woodville and make de plantation. It a big place and dey raise corn and cotton and came. We makes our own sugar and has many as six bottle on de furnace at one time. Dey raise dey tobacco, too. I's sick and a old man he say he make me tobacco medicine and dey dry do loafs and make dem sweet like sugar and feed me like candy."I 'member old marster say war broke out and Capt. Collier's men was a-drillin' right dere south of Woodville. All de wives and chillen watch dem drill. Dey was lots of dem, but I couldn't count. Do whole shebang from do town go watch den."Four of do Goolsby boys goes to dat war and dey call John and Ziby and Zabud and Addison . Zabud he git wounded, no he git kilt, and Addison he git wounded, I worry don, 'cause I ain't see no reason for den to have to die."After us free dey turn us loose in do woods and dat de bad time, 'cause most us didn't know where to turn. I wasn't raise to do nothin' and I didn't know how. Dey didn't even give us a hoecakes or a slice of bread."I's a June bride 59 year ago when I git married. De old white Baptist preacher name Blackshear put no and dat nigger over dere. Edgar Bendy . togedder and us been togedder over since. Us never have chick or chile. I's such a good nuss I guess de Lawd didn't want me to have name of my own. So's I could nuss all do others and I 'spect I's nussed most do white chillun and cullud, too, here in Woodville.


Her hawk-like features are chiseled like a black cameo and the skin is drawn tightly across her high cheek bones. Minerva Bendy , Woodville, Texas, negress, is very active for her years, and her slim, straight figure indicates the energy which must have made her a true companion to her husband, Edgar , so called the 'best hunter in Tyler county,' when they made their hunts into the Big Thicket country many years ago. For 59 years the couple have been married, and most of these years have been spent in the vicinity of Woodville. Minerva was once the slave of Lazarus Goolsby , of Henry county, Alabama, and came to Texas as a child of five."My earlies' 'membrance was d' big, w'ite san'y (sandy) road w'at lead 'way from d' house. It was clean 'n' w'ite. Us chillen lub t' walk in d' sof' hot san'. Dat was in Henry county, Alabama, w'er I's bo'n. My ol' marster was Lazarus Goolsby 'n' he hab a big plantation wid lots 'r' nigger folks." "Dey's t'ings I kin reckilleck 'bout d' ol' home place. Dey say I's on'y 'bout five year ol' but I may been some ol'er cause I 'member t'ings so good. Dey hab a fence in playgroun' fo' d' little chillen, culled 'n' w'ite 'n' a ol' culled woman name' Mary dat tuk care 'r' us all." "I 'member jus' good 's yestiddy wiggle my toes in d' san'y road. Den I 'member run 'way t' d' ol' grits mill w'er dey grin' d' meal. Dat mill hab a big water wheel dat sing 'n' squeak as it go 'roun'. Dey wouldn' 'low us chillen t' go down t' d' mill skeer us git drown'." "Aunt Mary she mek all us little chillen sleep in d' heat 'r' d' day. Wouldn' 'low us t' play. Dey was big spreadin' oak tree in d' yard 'n' no grass grow under dem, jus' w'ite san'. Us couldn' go far from d' house cause dey's too many snakes. I ain' got a t'ing in d' worl' fo' a snake t' do. He kin be jus' 's big as a straw but he name still 'snake'." "My mama hab 19 chillen, 17 'r' dem bo'n befo' us come t' Texas. Her name Dollie . My daddy name Herd . My big sister, nex' ol'es' she did all d' weavin' 'r' d' cloth in d' house." "I's jus' a little barefoot kid in dem day. I didn' hab t' wuk. Jus' stay in d' house wid d' w'ite folks. Dey raise me a pet in d' fambly. Ol' Lady Goolsby she hab two gals. Dey gib me t' Ad'line , d' ol'es' daughter. W'en she die young dey put me in d' bed wid her. Iffen I knowed she was dyin' dey wouldn' been able t' kotch me t' put me in d' bed. She rub my head 'n' call 'r' mama 'n' papa 'n' say, 'I's gwine 'way but I want you t' promise you ain' neber whip my little nigger.' Dey neber did." "I's jus' a little chap 'bout five year' ol' 'r' 'roun' dere w'en us mek d' trip t' Texas. Don' 'member much 'bout d' trip t' Texas. Us cross d' bigges' ribber I eber see. I don' know d' name 'r' it. I's so skeer w'en I see a big house comin' up d' ribber I jus' roll up in d' w'ite woman's dress 'n' wouldn' come out no mo'. It was d' Red ribber 'r' d' 'Sippy (Mississippi) 'r' sumpthin' like dat."  "I 'member one t'ing happen on d' trip. My mama's two brudder' come out t' see us 'bout d' fus' 'r' secon' night out. Dat d' onlies' time I eber see 'em. Dey come t' d' camp 'n' brung my mama a sack 'r' sweet 'taters. Us chillen sat up all night 'n' bake 'n' eat dem sweet 'taters. Dat ol'es' one was my Uncle Henry ." Us come right near Woodville 'n' mek a plantation. Sometime dis nex' October us gwine t' hab d' th'ud (third) re-union 'r' all d' niggers. Us hab it 9 mile east 'r' Woodville. I's d' onlies' one lef' now was bo'n in Alabama 'n' dey sho' mek a big fuss ober me. I's a ol' head. I's 84 year ol' on October 27." "D' Texas plantation was a big place. Dey raise co'n, cotton, 'n' cane. Us mek ouah own sugar outn' d' cane. Dey hab big sugar kittle, deep ol' wide ones. Sometime' dey hab 's many's six kittle' on de furnace at one time. Dey raise dey own tobacco too. W'en I's little I hab kinder spells like. Dey wouldn' 'low me t' play wid d' uder chillen much cause I los' my bre'f. A ol' man w'at mek medicine 'r' diffren' kin' he say mek me tobacco medicine. Dey tek d' leaf's 'n' dry dem dry, dry, 'n' mek dem sweet like sugar. Dey mek dem mighty sweet 'n' feed me like candy. Den d' ol'er I git d' less sugar dey put in d' tobacco 'n' I fin'lly cure. I use tobacco any way dey is t' fix it do' (though), deptn' cigarette." "I 'member d' ol' marster say dey's war bre'k out. Cap'n Collier's men was a drillin' right dere sou't 'r' Woodville. All d' men's wives 'n' d' chillen go t' watch dem drill. Us little nigger nuss gals go 'long too t' watch d' babies. Us tek us lunch. D' ban's play music 'n' d' mens march 'n' march wid dey guns 'n' uniforms. Dey was lots 'r' dem I couldn' count cause I neber go t' school in slav'ry. D' whole shebang from d' town go t' watch d' drillin'." Po' (four) 'r' d' Goolsby boys go t' d' war. Dey names was John , Ziby , Zabud 'n' Addison . Dey was just common sojers. Zabud he git kill at d' battle 'r' Richmon' I t'ink. Dat muster been d' las' battle. Addison dey bring home wounded from dat same fight. Us git a message dat Zabud was kill. I ain' neber fool wid d' war befo' dat. I worry den do' ('though) cause I ain' see no reason fo' dem t' hafter die." "Yes, merciful, dey whip d' slaves. But dey neber whip me 'r' none my mama's dey didn' 'buse neder. I see 'em whip. I see one nigger boy w'at ain' got sense git he eye mos' gouge out cause he ain' know how t' wuk right. Some 'r' d' w'ite folks was good t' dey niggers but some was 'orrible."  "Atter us was free dey tu'n us loose in d' woods. Dat was a bad time. Mos' us didn' know w'er t' tu'n. I wasn' raise t' do nuthin' 'n' I didn' know how. Dey didn' eben gib us a hoecake 'r' a slice 'r' bacon." "I neber go t' school in d' during 'r' my life. One time atter I marry I go t' school at Spring Hill t'ree week'. Us hab a Ol' McGuffick reader 'n' a ol' Blue back Webster, but I didn' learn much."  "I's a June bride 59 year ago I git marry. D' ol' w'ite Baptis' preacher name Blacksheer put ne 'n' dat nigger ober dere, Edgar Bendy , togedder 'n' us been togedder eber since. Us neber hab chick 'r' chile. I's such a good nuss I guess d' Lawd didn' want me t' hab none 'r' my own so's I could nuss all d' uders. I spec' I's nuss mos' 'r' d' w'ite 'n' culled chillen in Woodville." "Right atter d' war end dey hab a country fair yere in Woodville. D' Klu Klux come in on d' train. Dey march right from d' track up d' main street 'n' down w'ere d' highway is now. D' Klu Klux done tuk my daddy out 'n' whup d' fire outn' him. I don' know w'at fo' 'n' I don' t'ink dey do eder. Dey whip far mo' dan dat, too. I tell you d' truf, dey was disfigure' dat's all. Iffen dey was w'ite dey sho' look like sumpthin' else."

Edgar Bendy , 90 odd years, was the slave of Henry Bendy . of Woodville, Texas, has to make an effort to remember and is forced to seek aid from his wife. Minerva , at certain points in his story. Edgar has lived in Woodville all his life.

I's a good sire' boy when de war gwine on and I seed do soldiers come right hare in Woodville. A big bunch of dem come through and day have cannons with dom. My marster he didn't go to war. 'cause he too old, I guess. born right here and done live hereabouts every since. Oh man Henry Bendy , he my marster and he run de store here in Woodville and have do farm, too. I didn't do nothin' 'cept nuse babies. I jes" jump dem up and down and de old marster hire me out to nuss other white folks chillen, big and little. My daddy name' Jack Grews and my many was Winnie . Both of don worked on de farm and I never seed dem much. I didn't have no house of my own. 'cause do marster. he give me do room in he house. He have lots of slaves and 'bout 100 acres in cult'vation. He gave dem plenty to eat and good homespun clothes to wear. He was mighty good. Marster have de plank house and all de things in it was homemake. De cook was a old cullud woman and I sat at de kitchen table and have de same what do white folks eats. Us has lots of meat, deer meat and possum and coon and sich, and us sets traps for birds. Dey ain't nothin' better dat go in de wood dan de big. fat possum. Dey git fat on black hare and acorns and chinquapin and sich. Chinquapin is good for people to sat and to roast. I used to be plumb give up to be de beat hunter in Pyler and in do whole country. I kilt more deer dan any other man in de county and I been guide for all do big non what comes here to hunt. My wife, Minerva . she used to go hantin' with me. I kep' on huntin' and huntin' till de Jack-a-my-lanterns git after no. Dat a light you sees all 'round you. Day follow all 'long and dey stop you still. Don one tine it git all over no. Cose like de Wind. blow, blow, and come jos' like fire all on my arm and my clothes and things. When dat git after no I quit huntin' at nighttime and ain't been huntin' since. One time I fishin' on de creek and I ain't got no gun, and I look up and dare a big, wild cat. He never pay me no mind, no more dan nothin'. but dat ain't make no diff'rence to me. I jes' flew in dat creek! I used to belong to de lodge but when I git so old I couldn't pay my jaws. I git unfinancial and I ain't a member no more.


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